Well, on the rare chance that some of you may find your way back to this venue (doubtful, I know!), one last post. I use Lily Briscoe's words for the post's title, of course. And, indeed, that novel still seems to be inhabiting my consciousness -- I always seem to find I dream my life differently when I'm in the vicinity of a
To the Lighthouse reading experience. Regardless of what you thought of that novel, I sensed we mostly all agreed that Woolf is stunningly gifted with language. And somehow, to me, she seems so uniquely able to clarify moments of experience that relate to our paths through life, to render a poetic apprehension of life that is incommunicable but which we recognize as true, and which seems somehow akin to a religious swelling out into the universe (not unlike Gabriel Conroy's experience at the end of "The Dead"). Anyway, after the stress of the semester's endgame, and after all the harried days, I hope you are experiencing something like what Mrs. Ramsay does when we read that "she grew still like a tree which has been tossing and quivering and now, when the breeze falls, settles, leaf by leaf into quiet" (118). And as for our time together this semester, what a pleasure: thank you for your hard work and good cheer. I get stressed, too, and look towards the end and the winter break, but I feel sentimental, too, knowing that our fifteen weeks together must end (the broken hallelujah yet again, right?!). With this emotion, too, Woolf is so poignant, reaching so poetically at the evanescence of life: "Here sitting on the world, she thought, for she could not shake herself free from the sense that everything this morning was happening for the first time, perhaps for the last time, as a traveller, even though he is half asleep knows, looking out of the train window, that he must look now, for he will never see that town, or that mule-cart, or that woman at work in the fields, again" (194).
I've enjoyed reading your awards papers. I wish I could somehow tally up the various "winners" for you, but, as expected, there was a great range of responses. Kurtz frequently appeared as most outstanding supporting character, but other great choices included Michael Furey, the dead soldier in "Dulce et Decorum est," Mr. Ramsay and James Ramsay in TTL, the old man in Heaney's "Casualty" (I felt rather sorry that Freddy Malins was shut out of this one, though!); for supporting female characters, Gretta Conroy and "Goblin Market"'s Lizzie and Laura were the most frequent choices, and there were votes, as well, for the models in "In an Artist's Studio" and for Browning's Porphyria. The most outstanding lead male was most often Gabriel Conroy or Charlie Marlow, but Arthur Hallam or the speaker of In Memoriam, A.H.H. were wonderful choices; for lead females, of course it tended to be Mrs. Ramsay or Lily Briscoe, but also the Lady of Shalott, the female-personified Autumn in Keats's ode, and the inspiring Aurora Leigh. The most outstanding setting saw awards for the Misses Morkans' house in "The Dead," the coastline and chalk cliffs of "Dover Beach," the sludgy, hellish battlefield of "Dulce et Decorum est," the Arve valley and fearsome Alps of "Mont Blanc," the cottage and wintry surroundings of "Frost at Midnight." The most outstanding poem saw multiple votes for "Do Not Go Gentle into that Good Night," In Memoriam, A.H.H., "Dulce et Decorum est," "Digging, and "To Autumn." And, finally, the most outstanding work of fiction was almost evenly divided between "The Dead," Heart of Darkness, and To the Lighthouse.
Well, that's a wrap everyone. Happy holidays. Be well. Keep in touch.